“The true mark of maturity is when somebody hurts you and you try to understand their situation instead of hurting them”
Here are the things I want for you and want you to know !
I want you to be happy.
I want you to know that for a short period of time you made me happy, even though you really did hurt me in the end, I was better for it. I don’t know if what we had was love , but if it wasn’t I hope I never fall in love again. Because of you I am too fragile to bear that kind of love again.
I want you to remember my lips beneath yours , how my hands felt entwined in yours and how you told me things you never told anyone else.
I want you to know that I have kept sacred everything you entrusted me with and will not betray you….even though you did.
I want you to know that I am sorry for somethings that transpired during our time.
I want you to know that you hurt me beyond words can explain.
I want you to know that I never expected you to let me down the way you did.
I want you to know, I don’t hate you, I just lost respect for you, because I thought you were a better person.
I want you to know that despite all our ups and downs I did care for you.
Most importantly I want you to know that no matter what, I wish you the best always.
I want you to know, that thanks to you, I am able to look at things in a different perspective, see people for who they are.
I want you to know, that I now trust my gut instinct more than I did before.
I want you to know, you have added to my scars, but those scars make me who I am today, a stronger and better person.
I want you to know, I have learnt to always listen to my heart, even thought its on the left side, it will always be right and I am thankful for that lesson I learnt because of you.
Finally I want you to know I thank you for everything, but mostly for giving me the opportunity to go on a road of self discovery.